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Sunday, 09 November 2008

Wednesday, 05 November 2008

  • I'm Proud to be an American

    We can and we did. This win for Obama opens up so many doors for so many people. It really is the embodiment of the idea that anyone can become President, or anyone can reach their goals, for that matter. Never in the history of our nation has something so solidified our creed, "We hold these truths to be self evident, that all men are created equal."

    To have an african-american in the highest office paves the way for so many others. Never again will it be such a huge scandal for a black person, a latino, a woman or any other minority to step up to this kind of a challenge. This is such a breakthrough, such a huge moment in history.

    And I was proud to be a part of it.

    obey-obama

Saturday, 01 November 2008

Wednesday, 22 October 2008

  • I have every bit of faith

    So all of these entries for the last few weeks or so have been relatively the same, and I'm sorry to say this one will be following that slightly depressing trend. I just can't seem to get out of this slump. I still feel like I have no friends...which is true. But I still know it's my fault. I need to force myself to stay here, to try to meet new people. But now that all of the "Get to know each other" crap is over, it's much more difficult. But of course all I want to do it hang out with my high school friends and go back to UC on the weekends. But look where that's gotten me. I'm depressed, lonely, upset, missing people, wanting to go home, not enjoying Miami...it's not good. But at the same time, I'm so happy when I'm there, if I stop I know I'll drive myself insane.

    It doesn't help that prospects with a certain someone are looking up. But of course, this particular person goes to UC...so he's about an hour away. I think we are on the same page, but I'm sure if I bring up anything remotely like a relationship, he'll hit the ground running. I know he'll bring up the distance and say it could never work. Well what am I supposed to do then? I thought we had a connection. I guess I'm jumping the gun a little cause I haven't really talked to him about it, but he hasn't talked to me about it either.

    Of course he's making this lonely feeling so much worse.

    When something good happens, it back fires.

    I want to leave Miami.

Thursday, 09 October 2008

  • Currently Listening
    Fables From a Mayfly: What I Tell You Three Times is True
    By Fair to Midland
    A Wolf Descends Upon the Spanish Sahara
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    This looks like a Trap

    So things are going better than they were, which is good I guess. But i keep having doubts...and I'm still not 100% sure what all of the various parties want out of this situation. But I'm getting closer, which is nice.

    I feel like I have no friends here still...but I guess that's kinds my fault for going to UC nearly every weekend. Which I'm doing again this Saturday, go figure...
    I know when I meet more people I won't be wishing to go back to UC/Mason so much, but I kind of need to make an effort to meet people. But at the same time I can't exactly force it, you know?
    But of course there is a little issue that might make me want to go back to UC even more...but we are still seeing how that plays out, although it is looking more promising these last few days...which is nice...I suppose.

    I think I'm finally starting to figure all of this out.

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